assalamualaikum.

yesterday woke up at 8. have a slow shower, get dressed up and off to school. halfway walking through, i intend to check that i've bring my camera along. and yes, i accidentally lost it.wtf. of course, i'd get panic. i'm just wondering how can the camera get lost when i've already put inside my bag and i've zipped too.couldn't be magic, right? maybe i just misplaced it or senang kata hilangkan. wtf. and of course i should be responsible for it.and i know that camera means alot to my family. cause my dad bought it when he was given his bonus salary.

i can't believe that i'm such a clumsy and beylo daughter.gahh, i should and must be responsible for it. i need to replace the camera before 26 july. it's a must. i think i should work for these 2 weeks to get money. teeq told me that someone related to her want someone to work with him. and he'll pay $50 per day, from 1700-2300. worth it hor. nehmind, shall ask my mum's permission first. minta restu nak keje. haha.though i lost the camera, my mum still want to talk with me and act as if nothing happen. i love mum. but my dad...he's being so irascible till he didn't want to talk with me. wth.nehmind, i should deserve all this.

continue go to school, before that meet eiysya somewhere.then we go on our separate ways. walked to school with uneasy mind, thinking what will happen and what should i do.reached front gate at 1000.kind of early actually. waited till 1030 for mr wong and dearest F&N students to arrive.took bus to takashimaya, orchard, cold storage.we're suppose to see various kind of fruits, vegetables and herbs. sungguh kecoh.then hariz and i meet babysweets, khai, irfaan and imran at small mac and proceeh to paya lebar to have our karaoke session. just to release my stress but i can't.again with restless mind.*sigh*

And, today i supposed to go for my poa class early in the morning, but i didn't go. cause i'm so tired and of course i'm being sluggish to go. haha.today pagi-pagi dah kene azan due to yesterday's incident. nehmind, it's my fault anyway. blame me. just finished doing maths revision through ace-learning. see, i'm a good girl. i've made my final decision that i should work in order to get money to replace a new camera.i'm sorry dad.


till here, assamalaikum.