HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO ATHIRAH, HADI, ATIQAH !
may all your dream comes true.
semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.
jaga diri baik-baik.
geggek xD











i'm facing great adversity at this time. i've tried to be strong. strong enough to face all these. but in real life, i can't. i didn't want to show others that i'm down actually. yes, i'd smile throughout my day but that doesn't mean that i'm happy i didn't want to make it obvious. all these while, i've been acted as if nothing happen.but in real life, i'm hurt. i can't concentrate in class, didn't have good appetite, didn't have enough sleep till my eyebags became worst.idk why. maybe i think too much about you. i would want to meet you up. but the question right now is, when will it be? i've seen couples here and there. frankly speaking, i'm not ashamed to say this.i'm jealous of them cause they meet each other happily. while myself? i'd tried to stop this weird feeling but i can't. i just want you to be always by my side, like what you've promise me. can you? i want the 'old' you, seriously.

the old you that will never fail to text me every single day.never fail to call me everytime you're bored.never fail to make me smile every single time.the old you that will never fail to make me laugh non-stop and will always be there when i need someone.but now, what happen? where are all your promises that you've made? if i ever did anything wrong towards you, tell me. i shall consider it. but please don't do this to me.seriously, i miss all those times i had with you, really. only God knows how much i miss you. and when i say that i miss you, i mean alot okay. every single night, i'd never fail to dream about you. sometimes, i can't sleep in the middle of the night thinking of you. does all this shows me that i really love you? maybe yes. cause i think of you every second without fail.maybe i should consider it one more time.

To know when to go away and when to come closer is the key to any lasting relationship.