Dearest mamalynn, tomorrow is gonna be the biggest day ever. it's the day when you have to be strong in the operation theatre. strong enough to face all that. remember, you'll always be in my prayers. i know it's difficult to face all this, especially when it comes to your operation. but then you have to go through this, cause i don't want to see you keep on complaining every single hour about the pain that you must endure.that's the reason why i make jokes everyday.why? cause i want to see you smile. i don't want you to think about your operation. every single night i cried, thinking about you. how i wish i could share the pain with you.tomorrow, i promise to be always with you at all times. i'll wait for you till you open your eyes and smile like you used to.i won't leave you alone. not even a second.i promise! And you have to promise too. Hang on there till everything has done, okay mum. the most doleful part was when she said this to siblings and dad.


  * ( tears roll down )