eiylanabilah =D

2009-10-24T03:09:00.000+08:00

Okay readers, here is my new blog url.

Which means, I'll update my daily stories in Tumblr.

So, you have to relink me back, can?! please!

Thank you so much.

2009-10-21T19:04:00.001+08:00

Favorite Picture Of The Day.

Well, those pictures with her were taken last saturday. I don't want to elaborate more about this outing. Anyway, school closed due to marking paper. So, I stayed at home like goodgirls do. Tomorrow, school will re-opens and maybe I'll get back my exam papers and I'm so not into it. Hopefully, I pass my end-of-year exams.

As for tomorrow, I'll just pretend like nothing happened. Cause I knew if I open my mouth about this matter, it will lead to rivalry. So the best way is just to pretend like nothing happen and keep quiet. Okay, that's it ! As simple as ABC !

" No offense but I think that you're just envy about my friendship. "

no name inserted in this post, so jangan terasa okay.

I'll stop till here, good bye.

2009-10-20T19:38:00.001+08:00

Well, I'm gonna change my blog to Tumblr soon ! I'll tell you guys when it's ready to be use, okay.

I know many people will say "Where is the old nabilah ? ", right? As for now, I don't want to talk much. I'm confused with my life. I don't know what might happen after this. Whatever the problem is, I'll just accept what might happen to me and my life.

"Life is the game that must be played."

~Edwin Arlington Robinson

thanks for the vintage bag, eiyja ! ♥

2009-10-13T22:48:00.002+08:00

hello readers.

See that picture above? yup, that's my sisters. well, see the middle, blue coloured baju kurung. she bought for me a brown vintage bag! it's awesome. thank you so much, kak eiyja. i love the bag ! so, the green coloured baju kurung, when you want to give me my birthday present uh ? i'm waiting eh. i want it soon, i don't care. *evil laugh*

nice bag isn't ? anyway, thank you so much, kak eiyja. you know i'm so into vintage stuff horr.good. though you mad at me most of the time, but i know deep in your heart, you love me right ? i know. iloveyoutoo. haha. okay, i'm so happy. can't wait to went out with my new bag. *jump up and down*

2009-10-10T20:17:00.000+08:00

hello readers.

well, i forget to list down some of my friends that wished me. and they are athirah, hafizah, daniala , wan pendek,syabilla, siti nurul and faiz. thanks for the wish eh. appreciate it lots.

okay, i better get going. cause dad is on his way back home. so, before i'd get nagging, i better shut this computer down. so bye-bye .

2009-10-08T22:55:00.002+08:00

cute right?! i know. thank you so much hasanah & faanaa ! and ohhya, the cake below was given by them. sweet kann. appreciate it so much. love you both.

okay, i have to go now. cause someone is waiting for my call. so yeah, will update my blog soon aites. tomorrow, i'm meeting someone ! yes ahh ! happy. can't wait for tomorrow.
*jump up and down*

just a short post for today aites. goodbye.

2009-10-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY, NABILAH !

Thanks to those people that wish me. okay let me list down their names,okay.

Beloved Family
Uncle John
Diniy
Annadiana
Suaidah
Hazyrul
Mimi Babysweet
Nisha ( melor )
Hadibabe
Alif classmate
Faanaa
Hasanah ( cousin )
Aisyhah
Hazmira
Ahmad
Ayuni
Imran
Irfaan
Hariz
Zakaria
Hidayah classmate
Hidayah express
Haikal
Shirah
Syaza
Atiqah classmate
Luqman
Sharfiqah ollie
Alhanis
Fafa Superoine bby
Hajar

okay, that's it. sorry if i forget those who wish me. thank you so much people. that's why i love you.
i'm being sluggish to elaborate more about today's post. so pictures shall entertain you guys aites. adios.

^^ partner of the day. that day only ehh since we wore the same colour.

^^ yesterday with dearest teeq.

^^ this is what we do when boredom srikes us.

pictures were taken just now.

2009-09-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

do we look alike? many people said no.

hello readers.

After couples of hours searching for blogskin, at last i've found the perfect one. well, end of year exams are just around the corner and yet i still being sluggish to revise. what a lazybum! haha. actually, i'm supposed to sleep by now. but then my bed-partner, eiyja till now haven't reached home yet. cause she's busy jalanraya with her mates. nehmind lahh. shall just wait for her till she reached home. sweet right? i know.

talking about jalan raya, quraisha text me early in the morning just now.asking me when i'm free. nak jalan raya lahh tu.haha. i'll be free next week, i think. cause my this week schedule quite tight.but if you girls still want to jalan raya this week, i'll try to make it. anything just text my phone. and i'll reply it using my friend's phone. my prepaid running low uh. i can't wait for this outing, really. ilovemymadrasahgirlfriends ! * wink *

" How could you say that you love someone with all your heart when you keep cheating on him (?) "

p/s : exactly 7 days will be my 15th birthday.

* jump up and down *

2009-09-27T14:54:00.000+08:00

pending pictures. ( first day of hari raya )

&& i miss my old hair !

obviously, it's a zoom pictures.blame my abg sedara.

they sleep at my house.kepenatan lahh tu. cute right ? i know.

candid picture ! but still my favorite picture. mcm cool gitu. =]

i miss my old hair !

hello readers.

well, it has been such a long time i didn't update my blog. so here i am. i've just received my result slip last week.i passed 3 subjects and failed 4 subjects. i passed my english, maths and malay language and i failed the rest of the subjects. yes ahh ! i managed to pass all the main subjects. happy! happy! *syukur, alhamdulillah !*

yesterday, my family went to mustafa centre instead of jalan raya. bagus lahh tu eh. jalan raya taknak tau. so walk around here and there. dad wanted to buy speaker for the computer at home. and yes, he bought creative speaker with bass. while eiyja and i bought hair straighter plus curly tong for perm.aidil bought his racing car using his duit raya. cute right, i know. after that, went to have our dinner at cmk since mum was craving for thosei. malam-malam makan thosei? bagus lahh tu eh mak.

today, didn't go to madrasah due to my laziness. haha. sorry madrasah cliques, i'll come to madrasah soon. i've got alot of stories to share with you girls. ilysm, girlfriends.*wink* currently, waiting for my aunt & uncle to come to my place. then, proceed to the my mum family side's house. approximately around 4 houses is enough for today due to my mum condition. after that, my first sister and i are going to buy mp3 player for our own use. while the rest of my family contribute some money to buy another mp3 player for my second sister, eiyja. after the discussion, we're going to buy that for her belated 16th birthday since she fall in love with it.

okay lahh, enough for today. i'm going to help my mum to do house chores.will update soon with my new hair and you can comment about it aites. take care people.thanks for reading my post for today.
=]

2009-09-23T18:35:00.002+08:00

^^ i'm glad that she smiling that day.

syukur, alhamdullilah !

THE THREE SITI'S !

^^ ilovemydadsomuch.

^^ this house look familiar to you?

this is my aunt house / hadi grandmother's house.

go and check hadibabe's blog.

kan hadi kan?
=]

What i've done this whole week :

Sunday, went to cemetery with parents and aidil first day of hari raya.
At the same day, went to 4 houses only due to my mum condition.

Monday, stayed at home. not going anywhere & serve the guest.
Same day, families & friends came to my house non-stop. * tired *

Yesterday, school re-opens.and it's on 22 sept, which means syakur's 16th birthday.
After school, i get my haircut short.

Today, nothing much happen. solve problem during recess.
Ohhya, after school i was forced to do gardening for 1 hour. likefcuk. panas-panas pulak tu.

2009-09-19T12:57:00.000+08:00

hello readers.

well, see that picture above ? fafasuperheroine wrote that in her blog. sweet right ? thanks girlfriend ! and i miss you so much. including afrina and quraisha of course. thanks for your concern, fafa. that's the reason why i love you. haha. ilovelovelovemycrazymadrasahcliques ! ♥

well, in less than 24 hours will be hari raya. i would like to take this opportunities to wish all muslims a ' selamat hari raya! '. i'm sure i'll get more duit raya this year. which i hope so. end of year exams are just around the corner and yet i haven't even touch any of my books.my first paper will be on the 8th of october. 3 days after my birthday ! *jump up and down*

i'm looking forward for theis coming 4th october. why ? cause i'm going back kampung with all my family ( dad side ). confirm kecohrable. can you imagine there'll be 4 cars in total ? kecoh right ? i know. i really can't wait for that jalan-raya.

okay, just a short update for today. will update soon aites. once again, selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin. sorry if i've ever hurt your feelings, okay ? forgive me, will you ? goodbye !

2009-09-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

Dearest mamalynn, tomorrow is gonna be the biggest day ever. it's the day when you have to be strong in the operation theatre. strong enough to face all that. remember, you'll always be in my prayers. i know it's difficult to face all this, especially when it comes to your operation. but then you have to go through this, cause i don't want to see you keep on complaining every single hour about the pain that you must endure.that's the reason why i make jokes everyday.why? cause i want to see you smile. i don't want you to think about your operation. every single night i cried, thinking about you. how i wish i could share the pain with you.tomorrow, i promise to be always with you at all times. i'll wait for you till you open your eyes and smile like you used to.i won't leave you alone. not even a second.i promise! And you have to promise too. Hang on there till everything has done, okay mum. the most doleful part was when she said this to siblings and dad.

"Bila mak dah bangun, mak nak semua anak-anak mak dan suami mak ada kat sebelah mak."

* ( tears roll down )

2009-09-11T22:22:00.000+08:00

^^ favourite picture of the day !

^^ see, how kecoh when 3 tables are joined together ! funfunfun !

hello readers.

currently chatting with fadli, fafa superheroine and sharizal. goshh, i'm gonna miss fafa and sharizal so much. fafa and i dah sepakat nak ambik gula-gula banyak banyak when madarasah re-opens. so how quraisha and afrina ? nak join ? ustazah don't mind lahh. jom, kita serbu gula-gula ustazah ! haha. prangai gemok eh kita. so what ?! talking about sharizal, i didn't meet him for such a very long time! so let's meet up soon aites ! well fadli, you know i know about that secrets okay. keep this secret metween you and me only. promise me don't tell anyone aites. i trust you. don't betray my trust okay. meet the three of you soon aites. not to forget my madrasah girlfriends and aslinah, of course ! i mean real soon !

well, as you read my previous post, i'm gonna have outing with one of my girlfriends, right ? yeah, obviously the one sitting beside me. which is Nisha. basically the outing was superduper fun ! rugi kalau tak ikot. lagi-lagi ada east spring sec girls. there's 12 people in total which is myself, nisha, hadibabe, dayahwonka, alfian, nabil, imran, hariz, noura, atiqa, nazrah, syafiqah. break our fast at simpang bedok.at 8, bus-ed to geylang. walked here and there.bought home takoyaki ! yummy. at 9.30, went bus-ed back home as nisha's curfew was at 10.30. reached home, exactly at 10.45.

^^ those pictures were taken early this year.

well, taking about those pictures above, i'm going back kampung tomorrow. after a few months i didn't went there.i miss my kampung and i miss my grandmother there. hopefully she's doing fine there. went there tomorrow with my aunt and uncle which means 2 cars in total.confirm kecoh punya. well, i can't wait ! * jump up & down * tak sabar. tak sabar. tak sabar !

okay, i'll stop here aites. i have to pack up my clothes and stuffs for tomorrow. then, i'm going to bed. goodbye readers. and thank you for spending your time reading my post. take care !

my prepaid currently running low.
which means i can't reply your msges. so just text me and i'll give you a call back aites. understand, understood ?

2009-09-10T02:34:00.000+08:00

hello readers.
gosh,someone help me! i can't sleep now. wanna know why ? cause i've already slept just now at 8.30pm all the way till 10.30pm.and now, i can't sleep! )= i must sleep! cause one of my guyfriends told me that my eyebags are getting bigger and bigger.which is equivalent to ugliness and i don't want that thing to happen. so, i should have enough sleep. you can simply see my big big eyebags in the pictures above.^^ right ?! see, i told you. my eyebags are getting worsen. maybe i can't do anything much. cause sleeping late at night is one of my bad habits.nehmind, will consider it later. * sigh *

well, talking above those pictures above, it was taken yesterday, where my dad and i accompanied my mum for an appointment. reached KKH at 9am. wait here, wait there, meet the doctor, did x-ray, check high blood pressure, take blood test etc. at 1pm dad left my mum and i as he was late for work. so i waited for mum alone. everything finished at 3 plus. train-ed back to tampines, bought some groceries at mum's workplace and home sweet home.

well, i can't wait for tomorrow. i mean the next few hours later. i'm gonna break my fast with my dearest schoolmates. confirm kecohrable. not just that, one of my girlfriends tagged along too. we're gonna wear same types of clothes, shoes and bag. idk why i'm so delighted when she agreed to break fast together woth us. maybe it's beacuse i didn't have an outing with her for such a very long time. can you imagine, more than 5 months i didn't have an outing with her.miss all those memories with her.

kind of long post for today huh ? well, blame my eyes cause they doesn't allow me to sleep. idk what else to type actually. what should i write huh ? *snap fingers* uhh ha ! want to know my bad habits ?! let me list down aites.

I love to sleep late at night. which makes my eyebags became more worse and i might look like sick people. do i ?
I love to bite finger nails. even my toe nails. and instead of using the nail clipper, i use my own teeth. *yucks* i know. but nice y'know. try it lahh.
I love to slouch most of the time. while eating, while washing the plates etc,even while studying. i used to lie down instead of sitting straight.
I can be choosy sometimes. so whenever i want to buy some things, i'll ask for my sisters opinion.and when i've already bought it, at last i don't like and regret of buying that thing. so i just threw it away or give to other people if it's still in good condition.
Whenever my mum instruct me to do the housework, i'll say "nanti lahh ( later lahh ) " instead of "okay". and because of that my mum will sulk at me the whole day. cute right my mum ?!
I can be vain at some times. wait, correction. i mean at ALL times. i'll look at the mirror every after a few minutes. even at school, i'll bring my mini mirror and hair comb along. and placed it inside my pencil case. vain enough ?
I took very long time to get dressed up. maximum time i'll take is 2 hours. minimum time will take about 45 mins. goshh, i'm so vain !

okay i guess that's all, i think. okay lahh. i stop till here aites. will update again when i'm free. so goodbye !
=)

2009-09-07T22:28:00.000+08:00

Life is like riding a bicycle.

In order to keep your balance,

you must keep moving.

2009-09-04T22:58:00.009+08:00

hello readers.

where did i go the whole day just now ?

home --> bedok reservoir --> northpark --> home --> simei banquet --> tamp mall --> home

dah tengok gmbr dah ? best ?

okay lahh, till here aites.
i'm going to johore with dearest family tomorrow.
idk if i could spent time with you again.ilysmm.
]:

2009-09-03T23:51:00.005+08:00

hello readers.

see that pictures above ? well, that's my eldest sister. and i would like to congratulate her for getting A2 for her 'o' level prelim. so tak sia-sia kakak aku blajar 24-hours kat rumah. but seriously, dia sanggup bangun pagi-pagi just to continue to do her revision. sanggup kan ? itu bermakna dia taknak fail and go to ite lahh. so yeah, congrats aites kakakku.loveyou gemok though you can be so irritating sometimes.haha.

" i'm not going to give up just like that. i'll work hard so that she won't get that disease. i'll take good care of her everyday.i'll give her whatever she wants. and i won't make her angry cause i know that she had suffered alot for the last 4 months. every hour, she complained about the pain she have to endure. i can't stand to see her like this everyday. every week she have to undergo treatment and surgery at the hospital.which is equivalent to the high bills that she have to pay every week. i'll always be there i'll promise that i'll pray hard for you so that you'll get well soon. i mean really really soon ! iloveyousomuch! "

p/s: thanks to girlfriends and guyfriends for hearing to my problems.
appreciate it lots. thanks once again. loveyou.

2009-09-01T00:19:00.003+08:00

please make yourself for just 5 minutes. there won't be any regrets.

Dengarlah hai sobat
Saat kau maksiat
Dan kau bayangkan ajal mendekat
Apa kan kau buat
Kau takkan selamat
Pasti dirimu habis dan tamat

Bukan ku sok taat
Sebelum terlambat
Ayo sama-sama kita taubat
Dunia sesaat
Awas kau tersesat
Ingatlah masih ada akhirat

Astafighrullahal’adzim

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Ingatlah saat kau sulit
Ingat ingat hidup cuman satu kali

Berapa dosa kau buat
Berapa kali maksiat
Ingat ingat cuba ingatlah akhirat

Cepat ucap astafighrullahal’adzim

Pandanglah ke sana
Lihat yang di sana
Mereka yang terbaring di tanah
Bukankah mereka
Pernah hidup juga
Kita pun kan menyusul mereka

Astafighrullahal’adzim

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2009-08-30T17:38:00.003+08:00

hello readers.

actually i'm supposed to do my revision for my upcoming F&N exam tomorrow, but then i'm being distracted by the computer in front of me. so i switch it on and here i am, updating my blog.haha.

basically, see the picture above ? yeah, that's zareeza. gorgeous right ? i know. haha. well, 27th august was her birthday. so happy belated birthday babe. may all your wish comes true aites. hope to have an outing with you again! meet up soon.

okay lahh, this is my last post for this week. i won't update my blog till my common test ends. so my blog will be hiatus till next friday aites. take care readers.

yesterday was the most despondent day ever for me. you've hurt me badly. where are all your promises you've made? thank you for sharing your ' love ' with me. i don't want to talk about this no more. whatever it is, thankyousomuch.

2009-08-28T19:47:00.012+08:00

^^ adorable right?! i know !

hello readers.

My blog will be hiatus till next friday due to my common test !
i'll get my blog updated once my common test ends.thank you.

okay lahh, till here aites. getting ready to meet
my dearest girlfriends & boyfriend! goodbye. take care people!

babylove, you flustered me with all your sudden taciturn. you left me just like that, without any words from you. when you're gone, you didn't even have the initiative to find me.and your excuse was you forget my number. baby, we've knew each other for like quite some time, okay.don't tell me we've just know each other just yesterday eh please.whatever happens, you're still my one and only babylove.

2009-08-25T20:02:00.009+08:00

hello readers.

well, today school was fine. early in the morning, i've to carry heavy table from first floor all the way till fourth floor.kalau meja satu-satu ringan takpe jugak, nie semua berat-berat giler. but nehmind, we've no choice. my class should move to fourth floor as one of the sec 3 students can't walk to much, i think. whatever it is, i could see the bonding between my classmate, which is good ! alhamdulillah. talking about my class, i fall in love with my candid class photo cuteee!

this coming friday, common test started. goshh, i really need to buck up my humanities subject and physics.so teachers, night class pleeeeease ! i really need extra class before this coming friday. *sigh* idk why i have difficulties in paying full attention in class.i'm stressed up. nehmind lahh, i'll try to consider it and put things that aren't important aside first. studies comes first, betul tak ? haha. thursday night, i'm going to ss night class from 5.30 till 8.30. tengok uh ! sanggup tau buka pat skolah. takpe uh. gerek pe buka ramai-ramai ngn dearest classmateku pat skolah.kan cuteee gitu. haha. be jealous!

so till here, okay.cause i need to prepare some stuff for tomorrow's F&N practical exam. hopefully all my 5 dishes menjadi in 2 hours. harap-harap sempat. Amin ! Insyallah, i'll update my blog tomorrow, okay. selamat malam pembaca-pembaca !

"If you love him , let him go "
its refering to people yang sanggup setia kepada satu
walaupun girlf/boyf dia anggap dia sebagai bahan!

2009-08-16T23:03:00.003+08:00

hello readers.

basically, i didn't turn up for madrasah today due to my medical certificate.so i stay at home with dearest mum and do housework together. cute, right ? i know. around 12.30, i finish up my overdue homework. and it takes me 90mins to complete 5 exercise of my english compilation . goshh. soon at 2, both my sisters came back from madrasah and we quickly get dressed up as my uncle did some mini-jemputan cukur rambut. new-born baby was cuteee ! geram aku.

masa berlalu dengan cepatnya. at around 5, bid farewell to my uncle then proceed to singapore expo.jalan-jalan here and there. gedebak gedebuk gedebak gedebuk, went back home. and finished my karangan. but then malas pulak nak habiskan. so i'll complete it tomorrow instead. since my mum and little brother play monoplay, so apa lagi. join main laahh. jadi cashier je. lepas main monopoly, apa lagi ?! buka computer and start to blog lahh jawapannya. haha.

okay lahh, just a short update will do for today. insyallah,i'll update again tomorrow cause again, i didn't come to school. so since i have plenty time at home, i shall just update, right? so till here, okay reader. loveyou.

2009-08-14T16:41:00.007+08:00

hello readers.

goshh,headaches are killing me. saaaakit banget ! *sigh* anyway, see how peaceful my blog now?! which means, good lahh.pandai kan aku. haha. if you want me to link you or etc, just add me at msn, okay.currently, i'm doing my F&N coursework. i've finished with my task analysis, survey, 3 day food intake as well as modified recipes and now, i'll continue to finish up the rest.

ohhya, before i forget,i exchanged my phone with my sister.but then, her phone can't send msges.don't worry, i can still receive calls and msges.it's just that i can't send msges. anything, just text me and i'll call you back or you may call my house if you have my house number.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, FAALICK.
may your dreams come true.
&& semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.
Amin.

okay, cukup sampai disini. selamat petang pembaca-pembaca semua.

imissmybabylovebadly.ilysm.

2009-08-12T16:17:00.001+08:00

^^ cutee kann drg? haha.

hello readers.

well, didn't go to school today. why?! cause i had a high fever last night and vomited twice. so i woke up at 10, had a slow shower and get dressed up. mum instruct me to go to polyclinic by myself. i thought she would accompany but no.nehmind lahh, i understand. she needs to cook and do the housework all that. but still, dad drove me to polyclinic though he was late for work.thanks dad, ily. i was given 5 days mc and some medicine.goshh, i hate to eat medicine cause it taste awful.yucks.haha.

okay, back to the story.where am i ?! ohhya, so what i'm going to do throughout these 5 days?i can't go to school for like 5 days. i can't have an outing this saturday with girlfriends.can't go to madrasah this sunday and i can't go out till next monday. *sigh* what am i supposed to do? sleep like a pig at home ? of course no lah. over nahh. maybe i'll help my mum do housework? or do my revision for upcoming exam ? yeah, maybe i'll help my mum do housework and at the same time, i'll revise for my upcoming exam.

anyway, i've replace my tagboard to twitter ! jadi, blog aku tak lahh kecoh-kecoh sangat.and nobody can comment about my post. i repeat, NOBODY means none. buat menyemak je drg semua. so just save your comment and shuddup, okay. simple right? senang kan?! fyi, not just me saying that. even my classmate said so. so yeah, just accept the fact, will you ?

dah lahh, cukup sampai disini. take good care of your loves one, okay. good night. adios.

2009-08-11T23:10:00.006+08:00

^^ non-edit pictures on last sunday. tengok bunga api with girlfriends.

more pictures will be uploaded soon. tomorrow maybe ?!

hello readers.

i've just finished reading dearest Annadiana's blog. sweet lahh you, syg ! haha. nak nangis eh? just cry baby.you need to let it all out from your heart. if you need a shoulder to cry on, i'm here for you kay. iloveyoutoo, girlfriend ! *hugs and kisses*

anyway, sarah aqilah won the champion ! happy or what?! nasib chirul tak menang champion. aku tak tahu asal aku mcm geli gitu tengok chirul.haha. bluek. nannynannypoopoo. dah dapat fouth abeh nak step cute. eww, yucks. and the funny part is bila the juri azman give him a comment.let us rewined back.

" kau must sing for tv. NOT FOR RADIO ! kau blom ready for perang anugerah lagi ! "

abeh muka dah paisey. wakaka. *evil laugh* ingat tu, nasihat org kasi. haha. kay, i'm satisfied with the result. at least sarah aqilah tak nangis FAKE like catty do. hahaa. prangai cb siaa aku. sebelum mepek aku start balik, lebih baik aku stop, okay? selamat malam pembaca-pembaca semua. will upload lots and lots of pictures with girlfriends on the last sunday.

loveyouallreaders.

cheyy, cepat dah ada pengganti baru ?! tsktsktsk. memang betul lahh apa aku cakap. she just can't live without guys. * sigh * ini lahh akibatnya bila org dah desperate sgt / miang / gatal to have lelaki. tsktsk. wake up lahh, please. jangan sakitkan hati lelaki. lelaki pun ada perasaan, not just you. don't be selfish. don't think about yourself only. think about the other people around you too. tak menyesl ke sakitkan hati lelaki ?! maybe you're not, but i do !

2009-08-10T01:50:00.013+08:00

^^hotstuff abg sedara.

he's gone to brunei yesterday. make sure you bring back some oleh-oleh for me !

assalamualaikum.

Hello readers. For the last 3 days, my schedule was so tight. I mean really-really tight. Last Friday, had national day celebration with schoolmates. We’re supposed to wear red/white tops with school pants/skirt. Mepek, kan i know. haha. Nehmind, maybe they have their own reason for doing that.so early in the morning, sang national anthem and pledge, as usual. Then, followed by the national day song and prize giving session. ohhya, before i forget, i would like to congrats my dearest teeq cause she had received one of the awards, which is in visual arts. chey, pandai lahh syg aku.

after school, changed clothes, rushed to masjid en-neem to collect my form. since my ustazah text me the day before, instruct me to collect one important form. so yeah, collect it with dearest babysweet. something happened in the bus.sumpah aku bingit.bingit giler. i've been fined $20 for not paying enough bus fare.it wasn't my fault actually.it's because of the bus conductor yang tak berhati perut.cbcb.i don't wish to elaborate more about this.really mem-bingitkan, i tell you.then, taxi-ed to my aunt house to take some lauk-lauk.taxi-ed again since dearest babysweet want to meet her boyfriend while me sleep like a pig at home.geggek. cuteeee ! xD

afterwhich, last saturday, had birthday party chalet.for august birthday boy/girl. get dressed up at 6 and proceed to downtown chalet with my beloved family.seems like my family was the first to arrive.so apa lagi, makan lahh jawapannya. makan sampai tak ingat dunia. and sekarang, nabilah dah boncit. gahh, nehmind. cute pe, kann ?! Happy birthday kak nini and uncle ali ! may your dream comes true dan dipanjangkan umur. and to kak nini, hope you'll last long with your boyf.dah more than 2 years, i guess. Amin !

meanwhile, yesterday was Singapore's birthday. so train-ed to cityhall with dearest teeq and zareeza. teeq kecoh to the max, i tell you. once dia buka je mulut, trust me, there's no ending nyaa.kan teeq kan?! haha. meet munir, zaa's guyfriend near cityhall mrt.and yes he joined us. though we just knew each other, but then we treat him mcm dah lama kenal gitu. buat kawan mahh. since he bring along his big nikon camera,apa lagi? camwhore lahh jawapannya. he became the photographer for the day.thanks aye. at 8 plus, the fireworks soon started. saw a few familiar faces here and there.text-ed babylove cause i want to meet him up. so yeah, meet him at marina square's macdonald. bid farewell to teeq, zaa and munir and sat with babylove one side while dearest Annadiana, Atikah, Sabrina, Shahril, Syafiq and Fudhail sat the other side.gedebak gedebuk, train-ed back to tampines to have our dinner.babylove and i didn't eat as we're still full.then, bus-ed back home. didn't took the same bus as him cause he was already late. nehmind lahh, i understand his situation right now.now i know that love needs sacrifices. kan syg kan?! haha.ilysm,b. reached home at 11.45pm.

today, my abg sedara and kakak sedara dropped by to my house.so we've decided to play bowling together since its been a very long time we didn't spend our time together. family-bonding gitu lohh. and yes, we did. drove to ehub and wait for like 1 hour. boleh tahan sekejap uh. sekejap sekali. ya, right. everything finished at 9.30. drived back home as my sisters want to complete her art stuff.while me, i'm going to my lalaland after this.

sekarang, tiba masanya untuk saya menunjukkan gambar-gambar yang saya harus menunjukkan kepada pembaca-pembaca semua. sampai disini sahaja kerana tangan saya sudah penat menaip daripada tadi.salam sejahtera semua.

Girlfriend Annadiana,
i know how you feel right now. don't take it to your heart aye baby?! it's so obvious that he wasn't the right guy for you. look baby, he's not the only guy in this world. ada banyak lagi ikan-ikan yang ada di laut. it's time for you to forget about him and continue with your life sweetheart.maybe it's my ex-bestfriend's fault for being too gatal / miang / desperate sangat to have many lelaki. dah ada matair pon nak kacau matair org lain. maybe she just can't live without guys. what a bitch she was. so yeah, forget about him and continue with your life.you're gorgeous in both your heart and your appearance.so don't waste it, aye. remember, you still have me. just text me when you need a shoulder to cry on.i'll always be there for you, okay.ily.

national day celebration with schoolmates.

birthday party at downtown chalet

bowling with abg sedara & kakak sedara

^^ cutee right ?! i know.

^^ mcm dah professional gitu eh.

2009-08-07T11:32:00.002+08:00

time checked : 12.31am
currently eating fried chicken.
current song : kecewa - bunga citra lestari

assalamualaikum.

hello readers.

today is 7 august.countdown, 2 more days. haha. * you know i know *. nabilah nak tengok bunga api ! anyone , please ?! well, school just now was fine. teeq was absent from school, idk what happen to her. i'd text her but then she didn't reply. nehmind lahh, maybe her prepaid low.anyway, i failed for my physics. see, i'm suck at physics. chemistry jangan harap uh.actually, i'm hyper when it's time for chemistry. but then, idk why i'm not as hyper as last term. now, sharfiqah replace me in the class. she's so hyper when it's time for chemistry, right fiqah right ? last period was social studies. i was supposed to hand in my homework first before we go home. or else, stayback lahh jawapannya. i've already finished my homework except the last question. malas nak buat, so apa lagi, cabut lahh. with khai of course.

kak umms called me and asked for my help to carry her art stuff. and yes, i did. see, i'm a good sister.then, thought of buying top up card. but then i left my wallet in the classroom.wth. hopefully, no one will take my wallet.cb.had conversation with khai at bubble tea.

me: alamak khai !
khai: ape kau?!
me: wallet aku !! wallet aku tertinggal pat skolah !! * muka mcm tak perlu*
khai: *evil laugh* pegi lahh amik.
me: taknak! aku malas. jauh sia.mcm mane aku nk beli topup card ?! prepaid aku dah low. mcm mane nk contact kakak aku nanti ? *sigh*
khai: nahh, aku ader $1. pegi tukar uh then cari public phone. pat bawah block aku agaknya ada. agaknya lahh.aku tak tau.
me: otak kau lahh khai !! mane ada public phone !! kau ckp ada pat bwk blok kau !! arrghh, nehmind lahh. bye.
khai: kau nak pegi mane?
me: cari public phone uh nk call kakak aku. then amik dia pat skolah dia.bye!

so i find public phone to call my kakak. then fetched her from school to carry her art stuff. berat or what sia. but still aku tak menyesal amik kakak aku.*you know i know eh kak* haha, bluek. tomorrow school will be celebrating national day and dunmanites are encouraged to wear either red or white tops with dunman skirts/pants. wth. mepek or what dunman?! *sigh*

sampai disini sahaja okay. salam sejahtera. chey, over eh. haha. goodnight.

for those who take their preliems, good luck, aye. remember to baca 'bismillah' first before you start writing. hopefully you passed. amin !

assalamualaikum.

2009-08-05T22:42:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum

hello readers.
school today was fine.had 4 class test. english compo, geography, malay and maths test. crazy right? kalau satu test takpe uh, nie empat tau. *sigh* woke up early in the morning at 3am to study for my geography.first time tau belajar bersungguh-sungguh for geography. haha.at 5am, tidur balek. penat tau.prangai gemok eh.nabilah is gemok, fyi.haha.

anyway, geog test was okay.same goes to malay and maths.hopefully i passed. amin. anyway, i'm not satisfied with dearest teeq ! cause she scored poa test higher than me by 2.5 marks.cb.geram or what sia. but still we failed. haha. and and and, i scored full marks for maths test 2 and 3. happy or what ?! sorry teeq, i snatch your ilmu pengetahuan. tu lahh siapa suruh sakit. tgk siapa susah skrg?! aku jugak.chey, over eh.blame yourself cause you've snatch my poa ilmu pengetahuan.
but still, ily girlfriend.

ohhya, my hotstuff abg sedara kena accident.not the car accident or other that related to it.guess uh! his mouth terkena riffle bullet. can you imagine how painful ?! goshh, sakit or what ! i think this accident happen when abg was teaching his junior how to shoot with their riffle and accidentally terkena his mouth. ns mahh. officer somemore. back to the story. omg abg apisz , are you okayy?! you make me freak out siaa. pity him.must visit him these few days, really.mum said that he've been given 3 day mc.and to my surprise, he wasn't at home right now.he'll have to rest at where he was suppose to be which is at hutan.cb sia, hutan?! pity him. get well soon aye, abg. ily. currently, both my mum and dad busy facebook-ing.*sigh* nie lahh akibatnya ada 3 computer at home.

khai said that my voice like doraemon.really uh ?haha, doraemon pon doraemon lahh.cute pe doraemon like me.kata sama what.haha.

okay lahh, aku mahu tidur. selamat malam pembaca-pembaca semua.

when i'm talkative, i'll talk non-stop. when i'm quiet, i'll mute myself up. when i'm hyper, i'll go crazy.

2009-08-03T19:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO ATHIRAH, HADI, ATIQAH !
may all your dream comes true.
semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.
jaga diri baik-baik.
geggek xD

i'm facing great adversity at this time. i've tried to be strong. strong enough to face all these. but in real life, i can't. i didn't want to show others that i'm down actually. yes, i'd smile throughout my day but that doesn't mean that i'm happy i didn't want to make it obvious. all these while, i've been acted as if nothing happen.but in real life, i'm hurt. i can't concentrate in class, didn't have good appetite, didn't have enough sleep till my eyebags became worst.idk why. maybe i think too much about you. i would want to meet you up. but the question right now is, when will it be? i've seen couples here and there. frankly speaking, i'm not ashamed to say this.i'm jealous of them cause they meet each other happily. while myself? i'd tried to stop this weird feeling but i can't. i just want you to be always by my side, like what you've promise me. can you? i want the 'old' you, seriously.

the old you that will never fail to text me every single day.never fail to call me everytime you're bored.never fail to make me smile every single time.the old you that will never fail to make me laugh non-stop and will always be there when i need someone.but now, what happen? where are all your promises that you've made? if i ever did anything wrong towards you, tell me. i shall consider it. but please don't do this to me.seriously, i miss all those times i had with you, really. only God knows how much i miss you. and when i say that i miss you, i mean alot okay. every single night, i'd never fail to dream about you. sometimes, i can't sleep in the middle of the night thinking of you. does all this shows me that i really love you? maybe yes. cause i think of you every second without fail.maybe i should consider it one more time.

To know when to go away and when to come closer is the key to any lasting relationship.

2009-08-02T00:37:00.000+08:00

assamualaikum.

^^ racial harmony day at school.
CHAKKBAH! i've just finished my maths and my poa revision.sorry i didn't get my blog updated cause i busy with school works and girlfriend plus boyfriends outing. hees.let me list down what happen last week.

thursday

thought of having extra class with Ms Neeta regarding social studies,
but then she's was on leave.so, next time then.

friday

went back home early as mum want to treat siblings dinner at kfc.

saturday

^^see my candid face. gahh, sleepy uh that time.haha.

^^ my new friend. marissa. she was the first person who talk to me.

girlfriends plus boyfriends outing.who eh ? with hadi, alhanis, alfian, nabil, zulhairi, noura, yanti and efa. 2 new names right? new friend lahh tu.haha.i was supposed to meet them at 11. but then i was 30 minutes late.sorry babes and dudes.took train to bugis to shisha.a few minutes later, nazrah, marissa, shafiqah and the other 2 girls, i forget their names, came and joined us shisha.

at 2pm, hadi and i left as he wanted to buy some stuff for someone and asked me to accompany him.being a good makcik, i'd accompany him. at last he bought for himself a pair of shoes that cost him $38.guess which brand? adidas lahh sey. can you imagine,adidas shoes? cost 38 bucks? it was on sale actually.hadi was like, "i can't believe it nabilah.omg, that shoe really cost $38?! am i dreaming or what ?!". haha. maybe it was his luck as that day was his birthday.

then, proceed to hadi's house as he invited me to his birthday party. eat, talk, laugh, bbq and lastly cut the chocolate cake. yummy.gedebak, gedebuk,at around 8, text dad to fetch me up cause i know dad, mum and siblings wasn't at home. so apa salahnya ambil nabilah kan ? then went to changi village. bought something beautiful plus gorgeous new clothes, mini skirts and watch. thanks mum and dad for the treat.ily.

sunday

had madrasah early in the morning. kind of pissed cause i can't find my tudung. so terpaksalah pakai tudung yg kene pakai brooch. *sigh* but still i didn't blame anyone. blame myself for not preparing my madrasah clothes siang-siang.again, i was late for al-quran lesson. quraisha came a few mintutes after me. when ustazah sulastri told me that she wanted to have an oral exams today, quraisha and i was like wtf?! we wasn't ready yet. didn't really know about the 'qalqalah and mad asli' thingy. especially me, cause i didn't attend last week's madrasah.skali, time's up ! quraisha and i will be tested next 2 weeks. relieved ! haha.

at 2, as per normal, dad fetched us. have a slow shower, get dressed up , at 6 went to fetch mum and off we go to simei banquet to have our dinner. second sister, eiyja didn't joined us as she wanted to completed her art work. then, to bedok to buy some fruits and dessert for eiyja. then, home sweet home cause my uncle nak datang rumah. -.-

and here i am, getting my blog updated. till here, aye? before my mum disconnect the internet wireless. be safe than sorry. haha. goodnight semua. jaga diri baik-baik. here are some of the lame video with teeq and rara using teeq's laptop. feel free to play the videos.

the introduction will be the first video. yang cute-cute tu. haha. before that, kita semua nak step cute, k. sebelum siapa-siapa tag ckp nak step cute, kita ckp dulu uh. understand understood.kita tengah boring that's why.

2009-07-28T23:53:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

hello readers.

Chak bah ! currently, i've just finished doing my F&N coursework which is suppose to be handed in by this thursday. idk what i'm going to do for this coming practical exams.what dish uhh ? help me lahh. still have a couples things to be done. and i don't think that i've enough time to complete my coursework.nehmind, i'll make sure that my coursework will be completed before thursday, hopefully lahh eh.

anyway, today was my happiest day ever. kan teeq kan ?! want to know why ? cause babylove called me ! happy or what siaa?! haaha. after a couples of weeks didn't contact each other. but still i don't blame him. not his fault anyway. hees. ilovemybabylove.

okay lahh, before my mum starts to nag at me again, i better shut down this computer. so till here, goodbye.sorry ahh. no pictures. blogger just sucks to the core, really.

assalamualaikum.

2009-07-27T20:56:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

hello readers.
boo! i'm here to update my blog which somehow looks dead, isn't? haha, nehmind.anyway, blogger make me pissed. i just can't upload any pictures. cb lahh. luckily, there's photobucket that i could rely on. such a loser.basically, the whole of last week, i'm being so enthusiastic for the wedding occasions. idk why. maybe it's because we're close with the bride's family. last thursday, went back home straight after school. get changed and cabbed to compassvale drive with siblings and mum to take our clothes for the wedding occasion.i'd get surprised cause the baju is not what i want it to be. and now, i can't do anything.but since i've no other choice, i still have to wear it.

in the afternoon, i wanted to make cupcakes for Rarah's birthday present. cute right? but then, i didn't have an oven at home cause it's spoiled. so i called Mimi girlfriend as we've planed to make it together.meet her at the bustop near her house, bought the ingredients with her mum, and went back to mimi's house.her mum and fifie help us out to make the cute chocolate cupcakes. but then, it's not chocolate cupcakes that we want it to be. it turns out to be strawberry flavor.wakakaka, cuteeee ! [x
Gedebak, Gedebuk cupcakes done. so packed for rarah's cupcakes, while the rest, mimi and i divided the cupcakes equally for us.reached home at 11.30 pm.

the following day which is Friday,not in a good mood. after school celebrate rarah girlfriend's birthday with dearest girlfriends, mimi, teeq, shirah. gerek or what.right girlfriends right?haha. i'll keep those great memories with me, i promised.then went back home to get dressed up, and fetched aidil from school and off we go to the bride's house to do some help outs.told you, i'm busy the whole week.

the next day which is saturday, pagi-pagi dah keluar rumah. guess what time i woke up? kul 8 lahh oii. my mum just love to disturb me when i'm in the lalaland.tsktsk. reached there, eat breakfast, help out in the kitchen and making sure that the house is perfectly clean.at 2pm, the bridegroom's side came. and did the akad nikah thingy. gedebak gedebuk, everything finished at 4. it take about 2 hours just for the akad nikah thingy?! gooshh, crazy or what.took pictures. blablabla, went back home at 9 since second sister and myself did the rebonding hair thingy, but it didn't works anyway.wtf.slept at 1am.

the biggest day ever in the bride and bridegroom's calendar.hari persandingan. must take alot of pictures throughout the day.wakakaka, reached there by 9. my job was to give out candies for the children. but halfway, bride's mother appoint me to be her assistant for the day. and yes i did.at the end of the day, help out to clear the rubbish, packed some food for the guest till 8. have a fast shower, get changed and watched the liverpool vs singapore. 5-0 ?! nice job. i just can't describe how tired i am throughout the week.only god knows it.

while today, i skipped school due to the tiredness. which means that i also skipped my english oral and school survey for the day. and i hope that i'll excused from doing the oral cause i'm suck at it. serious talking, i dislike oral communications.what a nuisance.early in the morning, two teachers called my phone and asked me why i didn't come to school. so i just said that i've asthma attack last night. and luckily they believe it.haha, you've been punked ! bustard eh. who cares. penat what. but i'll make sure that i'll come to school tomorrow.

okay, enough talking since i've to get dressed up to have a dinner outside with my beloved family. pictures will be uploaded asap.idk when but soon aye. loveloveloveyou.

" Being in a relationship is just a temporary thing in life and nothing could last long. "

ohhya, watch this short clip. i was sort of 'terasa' when i watching this advertisement at the sctv channel. maybe this short movie somehow related to my love life ?! the girl received a phone called from her boyfriend and he wanted to go to America for 2 years? before her boyfriend go, they meet up and gave a very tight hug. would their love will still be strong ? no? yes?

2009-07-22T22:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY RARA GIRLFRIEND !
may all your dreams comes true and semoga dipanjangkan umur, aye. thank you for always there for me. you're always there when i need shoulder to cry on. you always gave me your support and your couragement.thanks alot baby.

and ohhya, please take good care of your boyfriend kay. though you fought with him alot of times, i know that deep inside your heart, you still love him, right? haha, i know. dgn aku kau nk tipu.tak dapat uh. haha.thankyousomuch, darlin. iloveloveloveyou, baby.
and of course miyrahana too !

hello readers.
i'll not update my blog till next monday. cause i'm busy with kak shidah's wedding this saturday & sunday. i'll take alot and alot of pictures, aye. haha. take care readers. just a short post for today.

thank god. why didn't you tell me that you've already had your freedom back huh? i'm fucking worried about you tau. nehmind uh, i don't blame you anyway. i know that you read my blog, right babylove? haha. ilysm lahh kay.

2009-07-21T21:41:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

hello readers.

i've just finished doing my homeworks. yesterday was racial harmony day celebration for dunmanites. i know it's kind of early to celebrate but who cares. so since teeq bring her camera so ape lagi ? camwhore lahh jawapannya.haha. took alot of pictures. mostly with our classmate yang tercinta plus both our form teachers. haha.all the pictures now are in teeq's camera. so once she had upload it, then i'll grabbed from her blog, aye?

as for today, many things had happened. firstly, poa lesson, teeq and myself was so enthusiastic to do our poa classwork. haha, our first time though. right teeq? secondly, chemistry lesson, i was so called 'safe' from staying back late with mrChemistry. luckily, i've already done those homework.next, i've been excused for not attending detention cause i didn't submit my journal.wth.this was my first time i'd handed in my journals late. kasi uh chance.but nehmind, i've already finished my journal a few minutes ago.at 12.30, teeq, benny, acit and i was dismissed from class. cause we've participate for the poa competition thingy.idk what lahh. we as the supporters had some games and cheer competition and we won champion. the sec four competitors for the poa quiz didn't managed to go to the finals. it's okay, i'm sure you've done your best. there's always a next time aye. jangan berputus asa ahh ye.

while waiting for the bus to fetch us, had some conversations with teeq and acit. cute lahh.

acit : eh, takde makanan lagi ke ?
teeq : mepek saa kau. takde lahh.
acit : tu ade tu dalam container.*pointing at one of the container.*
me : hahaha, prangai gemok saa acit.padahal tadi dah makan kan..

cute right? ahaha. okay lahh, till here aye. will update my blog soon, goodbye.

assalamualaikum.

2009-07-19T02:08:00.000+08:00

^^iloveyousomuch,girlfriend.
happy one monthsary with khai !
*180609*

time check : 4.22 pm.
currently : eating cheese twisties. * yummy!
current song : can't find the words - karina pasian.
current mood : sad but yet i've to accept it.

assalamualaikum.

hello readers.yesterday school was fine. after school, study poa with ms toh till 5. then procced home, changed clothes. and off to meet eiysya. haha. meet him at tamp mart. sit, talk, laugh with him.then he sent me back home. thanks baby. ilysm.i swear i'll miss my babylove badly.seriously.

and today, nobody at home except my lil brother and myself. both my sisters went to buy accesories for kak shidah's wedding. mum and dad busy working. so left myself and my little brother. super duper boreeeed ! nehmind lahh, later i'm going to johore. as usual. haha.till now, i still don't get my clothes for kak shidah's wedding. gahh,my heartbeat goes faster and faster each day. cause why ? cause i'm scared if the clothes turns ugly. hopefully not.amin.

okay till here, cause i need to tidy my house as well as to water my plant outside before going to johore later.so good bye.

" i'll find a way to meet you up cause i'll always be with you no matter what.
and please take care of yourself there. you'll always be in my heart.
ilysm, honey."

assalamualaikum.

2009-07-16T17:10:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

firstly, i would like to wish one of my girlfriend's list,

a very happy belated birthday to this girl. ^^
nashirah baby, may all your dreams comes true.
and semoga dipanjangkan umur & dimurahkan rezeki, okay.
and ohhya, get well soon aye.haha.
she'd get sick on her birthday. haha.
thank you for always be there for me.
always be there to brighten my day.
iloveloveloveyou girlfriend. !
* 120794*

and to this guy here. ^^
happy first year anniversary with your girlfriend, roze syazalina.
may your relationship will stay strong, aye.
and please eh riez eh. stick to one.
don't let me find out that you go out with other girls.
if she did that again, better tell me immediately.
got nothing better to do uh that girl, cb.
takda laki lain ke nak flirt ? nb. stop all this stupid thing okay.

( you know i know eh hariz who is the 'she' . )
we used to share our secrets together. that's why are close.
thanks for always be there for me , guy-friend.
and ohhya, thanks for the dress you bought for me
when you're in bali for your holiday.sweet kan. he remembered me.wakaka.
i'll wear that dress when i'm going out with you, k.
* be jealous ! hahaa. no lahh, kidding.

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST HAFIZAH & IMRAN NOLA !
may all your wish comes true aye.
hafizah, meet up soon aye. imysm.
take care.

hello readers.

i'm stressed up due to alot of problems that i've to face in. firstly, about my studies. i've been neglect about it. especially my humanities. i'm suck at it. when i was given a homework, i' didn't do it. in fact, i copied other people which are more cleverer than me. or i'll give different kinds of excuses when it's time to be handed in. well, as for my e maths, i'm improving.that's sounds glad enough for me huh. i'd get full marks for my recent maths test. which is my first time in my normal acad life. surprising right? i know. haha.

these few days, my mind goes restless. i can't sleep, i can't laugh like i used to and i feel like crying each day, each night. this coming saturday will be my worst day ever. hopefully everything's gonna be alright on that day. i don't want to talk about this no more.

" If that's really happen, i'll wait for you no matter how long will it takes.
i'd promise to myself that i won't leave you just like that.
you'll always be in my heart forever. "

assalamualaikum.

2009-07-13T23:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER, EIYJA !

may all your wish comes true,aye ?
though we used to fight a couples of times, you know that i still love you.
i know that you did all this thing cause you love me, right?
i like to see the way you're in a good mood and laugh like you used to.
but i hate to see you when you're in bad mood.
cause you'll be so 'garang' like a lion. i hatehatehate it,you know.
but still i love you. haha, adik mana tak syg kakak kaan.

anyway, here are some of the pictures i took from yani bby's blog. it brings back all my memories with my east spring primary mates. goshh, i miss then so much. that's why these few days i've been hang out with them. all thanks to yat & zaki. without them, maybe till now we lose contact.i loveloveloveyou all lahhs.

cute right ? haha. malay dance is my passion since 2003, which is from primary 3. haha. i love it. gooodbye.

2009-07-12T22:25:00.001+08:00

currently watching mentor final.
current song : battlefield - jordin sparks.
current mood : missing eisya so much !

assalamualaikum.

woke up at 10 in the morning. off to madrasah. and again i'm late for al-quran lesson.bahh, nehmind lahh.as usual ustazah sulastri make me laugh non-stop.right quraisha right? haha.but this time round about ustazah and her maid.haha.after sembahyang berjemaah, we're dismissed. dad fetched us from there and went back home to change clothes and off we go to thomson road which is my kak siti's house as she did some birthday party for her adorable daughter & son.sing happy birthday for them and eat the cake. at around 6 plus, went back home. but before that, abg apisz and kak shidah tumpang our car, we thought of jalan-jalan to explore the new place for fishing, like they used to. then kak shidah showed us her new 5-room house which is at punggol.then proceed to pasir ris to send them back home & home sweet home. and here i am updating my blog ! tilhere, goodbye. assalamualaikum.

cute right? be jealous ! haha. he's mine !
happy 1st birthday rahul naufal khan !
iloveloveloveyou, babyboy !

&& happy 3rd birthday hani maisarah, rahul's sister.
she's so cute. and her face was like dora the explorer.
seriously, and her hair was naturally curl, like perm.
and of course i'm jealous of her!
sorry i don't have her picture. will upload it once i get it aye.

he just can't wait to open his birthday present ! cute right ?

when i'm bored, this is what i do. camwhore ..

2009-07-11T22:01:00.000+08:00

i miss malay dance ! goossh, when will the training start ? hopefully soon !

currently chatting with faaliq.
current song : zunea-zunea.
current mood : miss someone.

assalamualaikum

hello readers. just came back from my aunt's house doing hantaran thingy with eiyja, adik, dad, abg iqbal and abg apisz. and yes, abg apisz ! after a few months didn't meet him and at last i've got to see his super duper cute face. wakaka. he's busy due to his national service.gahh, next month he'll be leaving to brunei.waliao, i'm gonna miss him and his botak head.cute tau ! be jealous.

tomorrow i've got alot and alot of plans. and now i'm confused.nahh, nehmind lahh. i'll go for my madrasah first and i'll asked my dad to fetch me and go to thomson straightaway as my kakak sedara did some birthday party. then around 5 or 6, i'll asked my dad to send me to changi beach to celebrate nashirah's birthday. okay, that's it. all my plans have been arranged properly. so tak kelam-kabut lahh kan.
and to someone, sorry i don't think i can go to nashirah's birthday party with you. cause my dad send me there which i don't think you want to ride the same car as my dad, didn't you ? i know you don't want it right ? so yeah, we'll go out together some other day, aye? sorry once again.

ohhya, last friday was the best day ever in my life. why? cause that day has p.e lesson. stakat eh.haha. cause to me only that period that can jump up and down like crazy woman.kan faaliq kan ? haha. so text with ( this wanna act cute guy ) faaliq throughout my lesson. thanks eh. after school lepak with deraest girlfriends & boyfriends.then at around 2 plus, zaki called and invite me to lepak with him. okay fine,so bersalam-salaman with them and off i go to meet zaki playboy.

reached there, guess what ? all of them was ex-east springians lahh sey. goshh, i miss all of them.especially aslinah bby. at last i've got a chance to meet her. kalau tak, entah sampai bila tak jumpa, kan bby kan.haha.yang ada pat sana was aslinah bby, yani bby, diana ( new friend ) , zaki playboy, aftar and yat. kecoh giler i tell you. aslinah bby, yani bby and i talked non-stop about malay dance thingy when we're in primary school.waaduh, and one more thing. yani bby still kept our pictures after our concert during primary school. only aslinah and i know how sweet was it. and yes, we appreciate it, yani sweeheart. thanks alot. and hopefully our plan for the prom night thingy menjadi eh. takmo tak jadi, kay.loveyou all laahh.

tangan nabilah dah penat uh. so i guess i'll stop here cause i have to woke up early tomorrow as i need to reached madrasah by 11.

assalamualaikum.

2009-07-06T01:19:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum !

time checked : 11.56 pm.
currently doing my poa homework.
current mood : feel guilty with eiysyababy.
current song : battlefield - jordin sparks.

Goodnight readers.i've alot and alot of things to say right now.

last saturday, i'm supposed to go to nisha's house to help her as she had kenduri arwah the next day,which is on sunday.but i didn't go.haha.cause i thought that dad want to bring us ( siblings ) for outing like we used to.but then no,instead of going out,i just stayed at home doing nothing.such annoying shit.gah,nehmind.i don't blame dad anyway.forget about yesterday incident.i'm sure she'll be able to understand my situation,which i really hope to. =.=
* nak step gerek ngn girlfriend aku nmpk? meh sini, langkah mayat aku dulu, cb. sedar uh diri sikit, nb. *

Well,had madrasah early in the morning yesterday.luckily i woke up at 10 before my mum splashed water at my face.*kidding,my mum won't do such things anyway.haha*. Have a fast-showered,get dressed up quickly and off we go.dad drove us there.thanks dad, loveyou. reached there, we're late. gahh, luckily my al-quran teacher, ustazah sulastri understand me as she knew that i lived at tampines. wakaka. what should i say about yesterday's madrasah, huh? one word can describe it, which is pathetic. cause there's only 2 ladies & 7 guys. only 9 people came? pathetic enough right, i know. everything finished at around 2, after sembahyang zohor, we're dismissed. dad fetched us from there, thanks dad, ily. driver for the day.wakaka. no laah, kidding! reached home, saw my mum was already nicely dressed up, sitting at the sofa. i thought that she works that day, but i found out that she take emergency leave.i was like =.= , nehmind. good then. mum asked us to quickly get dressed up and off we go to johore. as usual. bought some accessories for kak shidah's wedding. then bought home equipment at giant. tell you kecoh banget.

firstly, mum wanted to take a look at this one chocolate that she can't reached. so she asked me to take it for her. and yeah, i did. then i have to climb one of the box there in order to take those chocolates. then irritating sister push me till i feel like fell down. at the same time,there's matrep, hot guy, which is obviously a singaporeans, look at me. i was like paisey, malu bangget. then i just walk off. * like muka tembok like that. * not just that. before i went in the giant supermarket, i kept my new dress that i've just bought at the locker counter and exchange with a card. and i put it at my pocket as sister asked me to put it there.and yeah, i did. by the time i wanted to take my stuffs back, i lost it. cb sia. terpaksa lahh mak aku kene bayar 5 bucks for the lost card. see how careless i am ? nabilah nabilah, tsktsk. then have our dinner and off we go back home. as usual watched DVD in the car. actually, mcm tak perlu eh. haha, i know. shuddup.

as for today, went out with girlfriend mimi. so called ' our beylo day.' firstly, we get lost. then got this one crazy apek idk come from which planet came to us and bebual mcm dah lamer kenal sia.mcm nak sepak je muka. accompany mimi to take her salary from her work and she gets $200. mcm %&^*^%* kann. geram tau. then she accompany me to hantar kad jemputan kak shidah's to all my makciks house. then taxi-ed back to tampines and have our dinner with khai, rara, aeps and irfan. mimi's treat for the day . wakaka. thanks sweetheart, ily. home sweet home at 10.

baby, i know that you are mad at me cause i've been neglect you all these while and not meet each other up. instead of meeting you, i meet someone else and didn't tell you. i lied to you. i'm sorry, b. i promised that i won't do that again. please forgive me, will you? i know that you'll act as if nothing happen but deep inside you, i know that you're hurt. you make me feel guilty, do you know that. yes, i'm angry with you cause you didn't tell me about your unfinished case.but please laah, i'll be able to understand your situation. if you didn't tell me, how am i supposed to understand you? the way you otp with me, i knew that you're mad at me. i shouldn't have betray you at the first place. i'm sorry, b. ilysm.

2009-07-04T16:25:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

These two videos were taken during june holiday with my dearest boyfriends & girlfriends.we go to the grandlink and sang for two hours. suaidah wanted to see these video again. so i've upload it for her. enjoy. getting ready to go out with my beloved family. goodbye and have a pleasant day !

though we're far apart,
you're still in my heart, baby.

assalamualaikum.

2009-07-01T19:59:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

masa sekarang : 8.43 malam
sedang membuat kerja rumah.
sedang mendengar lagu 'jalan terbaik - ST12'
berasa sungguh gembira.* tidak tahu mengapa. *

selamat malam!

aku baharu sahaja menghabiskan projek sejarahku. aku sepatutnya harus menghabiskan projek sejarahku bersama temanku, teeq, namun sehingga sekarang dia tidak 'online'.haha. tidak mengapa lah.sekarang, aku sedang menunggu ayahku pulang dari kerjanya kerana aku ingin 'save' powerpoint slide ku di dalam USB ku yang dipinjam oleh ayah.sementara menunggu ayahku pulang,aku menghabiskan masa lapangku ini untuk membuat kerja rumahku yang bertimbun-timbun. aku mengeluh kepenatan.

sampai disini sahaja aku menulis.
salam sejahtera.

assalamualaikum.

2009-06-30T21:17:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

time checked : 9.50pm .
currently doing homework .
current mood : stressed .
current song : perpisahan - ashidy ridwan .

hello readers. okay, currently i'm doing my homework. which is :

- malay comprehension to be completed.
- english reading task. ( due long time already. )
- 10 pages of english compilation to be done by this week.
- POA worksheets should be completed and hand in tmrw.
- social studies IPW project which need to be presented tmrw.
- maths project which was due this week. ( i've not done a single thing. )
- study for tmrw's maths test. ( i didn't know a single thing about that topic. )

7 homework to be done ? goshh, i'm stressed up. but nehmind, slowly i'll do it. today school was fine. the first thing that i knew when i came to school was that seating arrangement had changed. okay lahh, at least i could see the whiteboard more clearer. but i still i have to wear my specs. potek mahh. haha. all the subjects was okay.my favourite ever lesson was physics. wanna know why ? cause mr physics like to make jokes which can make me laugh like ass. sumpah gerek. and i kind of started to like combined science ; physics and chemistry. haha. fun though.

after school thought of cabut for chemistry extra lesson cause teeq and i didn't want to stay late at around 6 or 7, like june holidays. so plan tak menjadi. mr bernard dah standby pat luar class. no choice so terpaksa lahh kita stay back. revise revise revise then sit for re-test for about 1 hour. go through the answers and off we go. and yay, i scored higher than teeq.haha. nehmind teeq, should work more harder okay. don't give up. can you imagine, from 2 till 5.30 we had chemistry ? nearly 4 hours. haha. takpa lahh, at least teeq and i are free from hutang with mr bernard. cause teeq and i like to cabut from him and now, we're free from all that. haha. perangai eh kita, kan teeq kan ? tsktsk. okay lahh, enough talking. should do homework ahh. bye readers !

ohhya, prepaid aku low tau. so sorry kalau aku tak reply your msges, okay. any emergency, just text me and i'll call you back.

" Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. "

Girlfriend, i know you feel hurt because of him. but please, don't let all this thing make you suffer. it's stupid to do that, you know. maybe the best thing for you now is to forget him. for what you want to continue your wrecking relationship if there's no trust and love. let bygones be bygones okay honey. it may takes a very long time to forget him which i think is hard to do. but you have to do it okay. it's for your own good, okay sweetheart. don't cry over him. it's just a waste of your tears, right? so please think carefully.and don't forget that i'll always be right here beside you no matter what happens and you still have m-iy-ra-hana, remember? our friendship name ? we love you so much okay. please bear that in your mind.

2009-06-29T16:23:00.000+08:00

^^ i miss my malay dance !

time checked : 1.05 am
currently eating nougat bar.
current song : jelita - damian mikhail
current mood : i miss my eiysya.

assalamualaikum.

hello readers. okay i just came back from kampung. well, i can't have a goodnight tonight cause i can't sleep. damn it. gahh, nehmind laah. dad had replace the old radio that had spoiled with a new radio system in the car. but this time round with a touchscreen tv and it can watch DVD too. cool right? so we watch '17 again' in the car throughout our journey to kampung.ini dinamakan orang jakon.so what, whatever okay. geggek.

just now mum, sibling and i had a hard time finding kain songket for kak shidah's wedding next month. and the theme of her wedding was gold,cream and brown. punya lahh susah nak cari sampai pening kepala. *sigh* at last, we bought 3 sets of kain. ummairah's was like cream colour.eiyja's was simple but yet nice, light brown colour while as for myself was gold.

for the past few hours, i've been browsing all the magazines in my drawer to find the idea on how to design for our baju.yes, we're doing a very last minute preparation cause today we're going to go to the tailor. so that's means i won't be coming to school today ! * jump up & down * geggek. first day je nak ponteng eh. bagus lahh, stakat datang skolah, hantar report book then dengar ceramah buat apa kan. takda maknanya ! -.-

goshh, come on. where can i find the idea on how to design for our baju ? i'm so desperate, huh ? of course. we'll be going to the tailor today. kalau next week takpe uh. ni besok ! gahh. nehmind, zaman dah canggih, so i shall just browse in the internet instead, can right ? geggek.okay lahh, i'm going to continue to surf the net. so till here, aye. don't worry, i'll come to school on tuesday. goodbye readers.

" I wonder how long will your friendship last. "

assalamualaikum.

2009-06-27T16:31:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum.

yesterday was girlfriends outing. very fun though.transformers revenge of the fallen was hilarious.must watch okay. nahh, pictures je laah. malas nk elaborate about yesterday's outing.
getting ready to balik kampung. bye !

assalamualaikum.

babes and dudes outing

2009-06-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

i miss my one and only afrina, sitiQ and fafa superheroine.
*wink*

assalamualaikum

see that picture above there ? nahh, just finished reading fafsuperheroine's blog. and i saw that ! haha. i miss all my madrasah babes alot. yes alot, and i mean it. idk why i keep on reading it. funny but yet true. i just love to take whenever ustazah gave a 'green light' to take her sweets. and i'm the first person to take it. muka tak tahu malu eh aku.and yes, i may be quiet sometime and i can be kecoh sometime too. haha. what a small world, right fafa ? *you know i know laahh kan.* shh, secrets kay. haha. i miss you so much laa, fafasuperheroine, afrina, sitiQ ! iloveloveloveyou, babes. haha.

today as per normal stayed at home, full of boredom. thanks to faalick cause he's the one yang sanggup otp with me for like 3+ hours. from 4.30pm till 7.30pm.haha. he's so irritating though but yet funny.most of the time, he play with his guitar and sing for a song.sweet kann. thanks alot eh.

tomorrow is gonna be girlfriends and boyfriends outing. some of them paitow and some of them uninvited.to paitow people, nak pegi, pegi lahh. taknak pegi sudah. dah malas nk ajak kluar lagi, kay.to uninvited, nehmind, shall plan another outing some other day, aye. and yay, i'm gonna meet eiysyababy tmrw ! *jump up & down* at last i've a chance to meet him after 15 days i didn't meet him ! haha. ily.

" A true friend reaches for your hand and touches your heart
& i've already found my true friend. "

asslamualaikum.

2009-06-24T22:13:00.000+08:00

bored and intended to camwhore !
geggek !

that stupid motor make me phobia to ride it again.
so motor license ? i failed . *sigh*

see, durian & pisang banyak banget .

mum love.<3>

stewardess but tong sampah version.
cool kan, i know.

assalamualaikum.

hello readers.5 days i wasn't in singapore. suspend enough where i've been? haha, balik kampung laah. giler durian. every hour i'll go and find durian. sanggup eh aku. haha. first day, went there straight after fetch my mum from her workplace. arrive kampung at night. the next day, stay at kampung all day, but in th morning accompany my parents to the market. goshh, the market was like disgusting nk mampus. nehmind lahh, kampung, i understand.

then the following day, shopping day ! go to batu pahat mall. it's our first time going there though. then, there's some performance. like a mini concert laah. fun banget. then the next two days, stayed at kampung. not going anywhere. and wait for the durian to jatuh from thier own pokok. sanggup eh pergi kebun cari durian jatuh. nasib baik tak kene kepala. i can't imagine that.

when i'm online, people keep on asking me who is shahrizal.he's just a close friend of mine. like what he said, ''teman tapi mesra''. *sigh* 15 days i didn't meet eiysya. imhsm laahh.meet up soon aye! okay done.

okay, shall just stop here aye. malas nak type lagi. pictures will do the talking okay.

assalamualaikum !

2009-06-19T01:43:00.000+08:00

hello.
i'm shahrizal, nabilah's guyfriend.
opps, i mean teman-tapi-mesra. geddit ?
haha. anyway, this nabilah gundu wasn't
in singapore right now, so i kind of boring
and intend to update her blog. And i've
already change her blog song cause that
zunea zunea song kind of irritating, right ?
yeah, i know. cause i feel irritated too.
haiizz, my nabilah gundu is so outdated.
so i've change to a new song. one of her favourite song too.
i know laahh.we're close.very very close.
till we shared secrets together.hees. xD
this nabilah gundu will be back on the 22th of june.
so shall just pray for her so that she'll safe.
i mean, 'selamat pergi, selamat balik.'
have a pleasant journey olryte my gundu !
i think i should stop talking laah, before this gundu scold me.
goodbye ! xoxo !
=D

2009-06-15T21:46:00.000+08:00

before anything happens, breathe in , breathe out.

&& please be open-minded. cause i'm being open-mind here, okay.
laugh as loud as you can.
i don't mind.

year 2007, when i was in sec 1.

( early 2007 ) very the kentals. haha.

( last term of the year ) - i'm changed !

2008, when i was in sec 2.
( straight fringe -rebond )

2009, when i was in sec 3.

random pictures.haha, i'm boooored !

assalamualaikum.

hello readers.firstly, thank you for your visits. since 9 june 2009, i've already 832 visits. and there's always more than 5 online, viewing my blog and it's getting increase. thank you so much.last friday and saturday stayed at home. really bored at home. sunday, went to hadi's cousin wedding for kendarat. woke up at 8, have a slow shower and get dressed up, pack up my things and off at around 9.30. then meet mimi at northpark bustop and proceed to mac interchange as hadi and zuhairi was already there.soon, alfian came and joined us. walked to block 145. reached there, we're invited to eat before doing our work, which is kendarat. *kening naik* perangai gemok eh. haha. each one of us were given a piece of cloth which obviously is for us to wipe the dirty table.then there's a group of people from malaka, stared at mimi and i. -.-

finished job at around 5. we're given some tips. wuhoo. 30 bucks is quite enough lahh kan. they accompany me to my mum's work place to take house key from her. then go to tampines 1 with them. punya kecoohh. but yet fun ! then home sweet home at around 7. dad text me and ask me to joined him to walk around tampines 1 . so i have a quick shower, change clothes and off to meet my dad and siblings at interchange. walk around tampines 1, then tampines mall with them.

while walking, eiysyababy♥ text me and he said that he just walk out from the tampines mall. wtf. if he stayed more longer, i could have seen him for a while since i was at the tampines mall. * sigh * nehmind lahh, there's always a next time.4 days i didn't meet him ! gahh, ilysm laah.

pictures shall be uploaded once i'd get it from hadibabe and mimi.and these video dedicated to someone special which i knew him a couple years ago. ! thank you for everything, boy !

lyrics:
Awalnya kita berteman biasa
Lama-lama semakin luar biasa
Kini sikapmu menjadi berubah
Engkau pikirlah kaulah segalanya

Aku tak tahu apa maumu
Aku tak tahu apa maksudmu

Reff:
Diam-diam kau mencuri hatiku
Kini ku tahu kau suka padaku
Tersenyum-senyum memandang diriku
Kini ku tahu kau sayang padaku

Barulah kini telah engkau sadari
Bahwa diriku tak mudah kau miliki
Apa ku salah bila aku berkata
Mungkin lebih baik kita teman biasa

till here, assalamualikum.

2009-06-15T17:52:00.000+08:00

READERS, I'LL BE BACK ON TUESDAY, 22 JUNE !
I will not be in singapore !
DO MISS ME, OKAY !!

And ohh, i miss my GIRLFRIENDS so much.
eiyra ,teeq ,nisha.
fazliana!! ,naddy!! ,ain ,athirah ,aslinah.
fafa superheroine!! ,siti quraisha!!, afrina!! .

" I value the friend who for me finds time on his calendar, but I cherish the friend who for me does not consult his calendar. "

sampai disini, asslamualaikum.

2009-06-11T21:02:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

yesterday woke up at 8. have a slow shower, get dressed up and off to school. halfway walking through, i intend to check that i've bring my camera along. and yes, i accidentally lost it.wtf. of course, i'd get panic. i'm just wondering how can the camera get lost when i've already put inside my bag and i've zipped too.couldn't be magic, right? maybe i just misplaced it or senang kata hilangkan. wtf. and of course i should be responsible for it.and i know that camera means alot to my family. cause my dad bought it when he was given his bonus salary.

i can't believe that i'm such a clumsy and beylo daughter.gahh, i should and must be responsible for it. i need to replace the camera before 26 july. it's a must. i think i should work for these 2 weeks to get money. teeq told me that someone related to her want someone to work with him. and he'll pay $50 per day, from 1700-2300. worth it hor. nehmind, shall ask my mum's permission first. minta restu nak keje. haha.though i lost the camera, my mum still want to talk with me and act as if nothing happen. i love mum. but my dad...he's being so irascible till he didn't want to talk with me. wth.nehmind, i should deserve all this.

continue go to school, before that meet eiysya somewhere.then we go on our separate ways. walked to school with uneasy mind, thinking what will happen and what should i do.reached front gate at 1000.kind of early actually. waited till 1030 for mr wong and dearest F&N students to arrive.took bus to takashimaya, orchard, cold storage.we're suppose to see various kind of fruits, vegetables and herbs. sungguh kecoh.then hariz and i meet babysweets, khai, irfaan and imran at small mac and proceeh to paya lebar to have our karaoke session. just to release my stress but i can't.again with restless mind.*sigh*

And, today i supposed to go for my poa class early in the morning, but i didn't go. cause i'm so tired and of course i'm being sluggish to go. haha.today pagi-pagi dah kene azan due to yesterday's incident. nehmind, it's my fault anyway. blame me. just finished doing maths revision through ace-learning. see, i'm a good girl. i've made my final decision that i should work in order to get money to replace a new camera.i'm sorry dad.

"Dad, you're someone to look up to no matter how tall I've grown.I'm sorry, Please forgive me.I love you."

till here, assamalaikum.

2009-06-09T23:23:00.000+08:00

asalamualaikum.

hello readers. okay, here's the video which we record during karaoke last saturday with irfaan, babysweet, hadi, zul, alfian, rafi, and my lil brother.alot of songs we sang throughout the 2 hours. so yeah, enjoy the video. and ohhya, my voice sucks.

still got many more video we took.nehmind, will upload it soon aye.it's time for me to sleep now. so, goodnight readers.

assalamualaikum.

2009-06-08T20:30:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

last saturday was girlfriends & boyfriends outing with dearest babysweets, irfaan, hadi, haris, zulhairi, alfian and rafi.my brother followed us as my mum asked me to.nehmind. woke up at 8, pack up my bag, have a slow shower and get dressed up. took the same bus with babysweets. we're supposed to meet boyfriends at small mac at 10 but we reached there late. blame the bus driver cause he drive so slow. then, took train to chinese garden and walk for a few minutes. reached there, changed clothes and swim swim swim till around 2. then last minute planned to karaoke. they agreed then went to grandlink to karaoke for 2 hours. in conclusion, i had fun going out with them. we took alot of videos. will upload it once i get it from babysweet, aye?

next.
yesterday had wedding invitations. idk that the place that we're going was mr hazmi's wedding. nahh, what a coincidience.my hazmi's aunt was actually my mum's bestfriend. so, somehow related isn't ? haha. meet fafa, wanie, ninie, fauzi there. a few minutes later, the soccer boys came. they were hafiqal, irfaan, imran, aepul, khai, zak, haikal, hadi, zulhairi, rafi.haha. saw alot of teachers there too. haha. my family was like ''okay, what a small world !'' haha. actually i'm kind of lazy to elaborate more about mr hazmi's wedding. pictures will entertained you, aye?

These few days, eiysya baby got stressed up due to some problem. and now, his parents knew everything about him.hais. why must you do all this stupid things in the first place? if you're not involved, all this things won't be happen, right? and now you have to face many types of problems* sigh *. pity him. nehmind, i'll always be there for him no matter what happens. hopefully, nothing will happen to you or else i won't be able to see you again. * sad face *

" The one good thing about not seeing you is that I can write you letters. "

dah puas? nahh, till here, aye?
will get my blog updated asap.
goodbye readers.

assalamualaikum.

bestfriend forever outing ;

2009-06-05T16:28:00.000+08:00

i can't wait for tomorrow cause i'm going out with bff, irfaan, hariz, teeq !

assalamualaikum.

Sorry cause i didn't update my blog for like 6 days? haha. blame my annoying sister cause she keep on 'cabut the internet wire.' wtf. just because i didn't do my housework. actually, i did but she's just over-reacted. luckily, my dad gave permission to use his cute little laptop.thanks dad, ily. for the past 6 days, i've to face many types of quandary. nobody knew about this. i just kept it to myself. that's why these few days i'm acting 'weird' somehow.

yesterday was siblings and mum's outing. went to geylang, then eastpoint mall, tampines mall, tampines 1, century square, ocbc bank and lastly, MacDonald. so called, 'shopping day'. bought 2 tops, 2 bracelets,a hips belt, some hair accessories and not to forget, my caramel frappe. haha.

And today i don't feel like going to school cause i'm having a slide fever.and i don't have the mood to study these few days due to some problem. now, it's already 1.27am, but yet i haven't sleep yet. so i shall just stop my talking here. so, yeah, goodnight readers.

"When we're together or when we're apart, you're first in my thoughts and first in my heart.i love you no matter what happens. "

assalamualaikum.

2009-05-31T13:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST NADDY;
may all your wish comes true, aye?
meet up soon okay.
iloveloveloveyou, baby.

assalamualaikum.

yesterday i went out with eiysya to marina barrage.idk why my mum canceled her plan to johor.so i went out with him. around 4.30, walk out from my house then meet zaki at np, so i hang out with him for a while. at 5, meet eiysya at library bustop. then proceed to small mac. unfortunately, we're the first couple to arrive. semangat pe. soon, eiysya's friends came. took mrt to marina bay then took shuttle bus to marina barrage. have our dinner at marina square and slacked there.then around 10.30, took mrt back to tampines. and...something happen.i lost eiysya's cigarettes. wtf. sorry baby. i didn't mean to lost it. took bus 18 and home sweet home. reached home at 11.30. *thank you for spending your time with me, ily, pb! *

and today, i supposed to take my madrasah's report book. but since i woke up late and being sluggish to take it, so i shall just take my report book when the school re-opens.

till here, goodbye.

^^ this pb got nothing else to do ! but cute though.

i'm really sorry, baby.

2009-05-29T19:02:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

si♥ as you cag my camera, so ape lagi. camwhore laa. lazy to elaborate more about this sports day. currently i'm frustrated cause tomorrow i'll be goi♥♥ 030609 or 090609 ??

2009-05-27T20:33:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

today school was fine. early in the morning had a talk in the hall about 'pornography'. haha. sungguh tidak perlu. then went back to the class. i've just noticed that today my class was so pathetic. can you imagine there's only 28 students in the class ? gosshh, how pathetic. after school, went back home straight, get changed, and meet eiysya. haha. after 5 days didn't meet him, at last i've get a chance to meet him today. happy giler.then at 5, eiysya accompany me to fetch my little brother from school. then eiysya sent me back home. thanks love.ily.

basically, there's something that i want to announce here. but wait eh. * breathe in, breathe out* !

actually, i've already 'patch up' my friendship with aslinah and nisha last monday, which is on the 25th. i just can't continue with my life without them. there's nobody that i could share my big secrets like they do. cause i don't really trust other people. yesterday, when i meet them, idk why. i just let it out everything with them non-stop.since i have already 'patch up' with them, i hope you can accept our friendship .please don't you ever try to separate us again.just bear this in your mind that our love of friendship is too strong to be separated. the date 25th will always be in my heart.i love my girlfriends ! ohhya, thanks to suaidah cause she have been helping me and advise me about my friendship. thank you alot, sweetheart.ily.

" A friend accepts us as we are yet helps us to be what we should. "

till here, assalamualaikum.

2009-05-26T21:38:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

gaah, i miss malay dance. hopefully, practice will begin soon. unfortunately the sec fours were no longer with us anymore. due to their N levels. nevermind, studies more important. dancers, you want excursion ? like sentosa trip that the other day we've discuss .hahaa. hopefully jadi eh.

basically, today had inter-class competition which involve games like soccer, captains ball and floorball.i joined the captains ball. good news, we win 2 match out of three match. bad news, we didn't know if we are going to the finals or not. waliao.here are the captains ball score.

first match ( 3G and 3H ) : 8-4 . * win!
second match (3D and 3G ) : 5-3 .* lose !
third match (3B and 3G ) : 3-5 .* win !

after school, meet the twins. after a few months didn't slack with them, at last i meet them. gaah, happy sekali. thank you so much, baby. iloveloveloveyou. talk, laugh, eat with them then home sweet home. then, here i am getting my blog updated. okay lah, i think it's time for me to go to my lalaland. goodnight.

"Only the true friend who knows everything about you."

assalamualaikum.

2009-05-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

tagged by : izyan ;

1) besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?

- cheek, idk why.i just love it.

2) how you do feel when you woke up this morning?
- headache.

3) who was the last person you took photo with ?
- teeq .

4) would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
- think so. cause my dad give me everything i want. =D

5) would you ever donate blood?
- why not helping other people ?

6) have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex ?
- of course.

7) do you want someone dead ?
- of course, no !

8) what does the last massage says?
- nahh, it's a very long msg.

9) what are you thinking right now ?
- eiysya ♥

10) do you wish someone with you right now?
- yes, yes !

11) what time you went to bed last night ?
- 1.30 am.

12 ) where did you buy the t-shirt that you're wearing right now ?
- idk, can't remember.

13) is someone in your mind ?
- yes, he's always in my mind.

14) who was the last person who text you ?
- eiysya ♥

15 ) 10 people tagged to do this quiz .

1) babysweets
2 ) aslinah
3 ) nisha
4 ) fafa fruitella
5 ) fazliana
6) hadi
7) hafizah
8) keyreen
9) rarabweyno
10) teeq

16) who is 2 having relationship with ?
- qayyum.

17) is 3 male or female ?
- nisha ? female like duhh.

18) if 7 & 10 get together, would it be a good thing?
- hmm, both of them are female. what should i say ?

19) what is 1 studying about?
- currently, she's taking business course.

20) when was the last time you had chat with 5 ?
- erm, we didn't even chat with each other yet.

21) is 4 single ?
- idk, i'm not that close with her.

22) say something about 2 ?
- she's just simple and sweet.

23) what do you think of 3 & 6 being together?
- why not ? haha. no laa. they're just schoolmates.

24) what will you do if 6 & 7 fight ?
- join laa !

25) do you like 8 ?
- yes, i like her so much. and i miss her too !

till here, assalamualaikum.

2009-05-24T16:37:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

basically, yesterday went for a walk solidarity with family.unfortunately, dad couldn't tag along cause he's busy working. gahh, woke up at 12, had shower, get dressed up and off we go to the meeting point , which is kallang mrt station. bus-ed to the starting point, which is at tanjung rhu road, i think.we arrived there around 4. but the problem is, we'll have to wait for our prime minister to arrive at about 5.30. waliao, dah laa panas. kene tunggu for like one and a-half hour somemore. while waiting, camwhore laa, as usual.

at 5.30, our pm came, and the walk solidarity started. we should walk for like 2.3km. okay perr.finished at around 6. we're given some food. lapar laa oii.then, we proceed to the marina golf club. find a place to sit and getting ready to watch a concert there. dad came as soon as the concert begin.eat, eat, eat, camwhore. watched the concert. we leave that place at 8 then have our dinner at simpang bedok and home sweet home.

"Can miles truly separate you from friends? If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there? "

baby , i thought you were the one asking for a breakup. but since yesterday, you called me and we've talk with each other, i understand how you feel cause i feel that way too. if you really mean to continue our friendship, i don't mind cause ily.

the school bags, pencil box and black shoe that we've bought together.
the colourful bracelet that you gave me when you're at genting.
the green dress that you gave me.
the necklace that written 'best friend' that we've bought together. (unfortunately,i lost it. )
those 'shake hands' that we've been using whenever we meet each other.
the fried mars bar that i treat you make you fall in love with it till now ? idk.

whenever i saw all this thing, i can't stop thinking of you. i shall not blame anyone here cause i know people makes mistake. only one thing that i should clarify with you. if you really mean what you said to me yesterday, proof it to me cause i don't want all this thing to happen again.

till here, assalamualaikum.

2009-05-22T22:38:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

today, sumpah skolah hari nie mendak giler. alot of free period today as well as yesterday. throughout the free period, what i did was, sleeping at the sofa situated at the back of the classroom. then we play a 6 year old game.cute or what, fiqah. haha.after school, accompany rara to meet aepul, then at around 1, meet shirah, khai jack o, babysweet, syasyastar, zafri, apit, mustaqim at red house. lepak with them till around 3. settle some problems there. sumpah eh, kalau tak tahu cerita, jgn buat FAKE cerita, k. takpe luh, satu skola dah ckp die ' world '.aku faham so don't you ever trust her 100% , okay. confirmnya dia buat cerita 'fake'. tak buat cerita 'fake' satu hari tak sah. haiss, dah besar dah dia eh.

babysweet and syasyastar, you've learn your lesson. don't ever trust her 100% , okay.percaya dia boleh buat krg gado je. so, the best way is don't you ever trust her.

then at 3 ,meet eiysya near ngee ann sec. by the time i reach there, eiysya, hafiq, syafiq, sofia, diy, faiz, muhaimin, fudhil was already there.talk, laugh with eiysya.haha, sumpah dia cute giler.we're bored so hafiq thought of shisha using plastic bottle, straw and cigarettes. cool or what. haha.at 5, he sent me back home. thank you, aye ! ily.

" We hate some persons because we do not know them;
and will not know them because we hate them. "

lovelovelove you, readers.
tillhere, assalamualaikum.

2009-05-18T22:00:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

today was F&N 's paper. frankly speaking, i didn't revise for my F&N cause i forget to bring home my files.so, should i say that the paper is difficult? nahh, it is ! after school meet eiysya and pyro with rara at np. then police came, we ran and then, saw someone. sumpah krg tak perlu masuk campur dlm hal nie. kalau dah nmpk, then krg duduk diam diam je uh. krg tak perlu blg2 org pe. in conclusion, perangai krg mcm budak kecik, senang ckp uh. k, bye. random post for today, goodnite.i miss my eiysya alot, yes alot.

" The simple lack of her is more to me than others' presence. "

wassalam.

2009-05-16T15:54:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

today, i stay at home cause i'm being sluggish to go out. or else, today i'm going to sentosa with dearest faz. so far, all the major exams are over. at last. gosh, monday is going to be F&N paper. yet, i've not been revising it. so far, physics and chemistry are the most easy papers . i started to love combined science. haha, okay that's great.

well, i've been missing eiysya since i woke up from my lalaland this morning. usually, he will text me early in the morning but today i didn't receive any msg from him. gahh, it's okay. maybe he's busy, nabilah.think positively.imysm.will meet him again on monday. yay !

okay lah, random post for today, aye? will get my blog updated soon.

" I think about you constantly, whether it's with my mind or my heart. "

till here, wassalam.

2009-05-14T23:54:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

today was physics and poa exams.physics was quite easy.and now i'm pissed off. why? cause i can't balance my trial balance account. fcuk luh. i don't want to fail my poa this time round. i want to pass my poa. geraam nya aku ! i thought i'd revise all the format but why i can't balance my trial balance account. gahh, hopefully i passed.

currently, msging him [ eiy + sya ] all day. thanks for being there for me. and sorry cause i used to irritate you. haha. ohh, imy.

" Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart. "

till here, wassalam.

2009-05-13T20:19:00.001+08:00

ilovemygirlfriendsandboyfriends.

assalumualaikum,

today was geography elective and maths paper. the first paper was geography. i was being discontented during the exams cause every single thing that i've revised yesterday was not tested in the paper.wtf. what a waste of time.hopefully i pass my humanites. next paper was maths. maths was quite okay. luckily, i'd remember all the formula. haha. after school, went to np to meet rarah's admire as well as to meet someone . currently msging him [ insert name ] before he went for his takraw. sorry cause i didn't reply your msges. i tertido uh. sorry eh.

then we proceed to teeq's house to revise for poa as tomorrow will be poa and physics exams. studied till 5 and home sweet home. again, maybe tomorrow i'll study together with my girlfriends which is rarabweyno, teeq, lin and nura if they can make it.this time round maybe at the library.not confirm yet, will confirmed with my girlfriends first.

ohhya, the pictures above was taken during the anugerah audition with hadi, erwin and irfaan. and the other picture was when i had interview project with my dearest boyfriends and girlfriends. ohh, that's fun. okay luh, i need to revise for my physics. till here, adios.

" Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same. "

wassalam.

2009-05-12T19:55:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

today is 12th of may. so today is farah amirah's birthday.
may all your wish comes true. aye ?
our friendship were still strong though we had gone to our separate ways.
i remembered when we were in sec 1.
the very first person whom i talk to when i step into dunman sec was her.

nabilah : hello.siapa nama ?
mimi : ohh, hello. farah amirah. *smile*
nabilah : ohh, i see.dulu skola mane?
mimi : park view primary. then you?
nabilah : ohh, i'm from east spring primary. * smile*

from there, we get so close till we go anywhere together.even the toilet too. but idk why in sec 2 , we've gone to our separate ways. i miss those times when we were in the sec 1 , baby. i don't blame you cause i know people are just envy of our friendship and i know who it is.how i wish we could be as close as the past. i remembered when there's nobody at home and i don't have my house key, all my friends were busy doing their own thing and can't help me. so i called her, and she was the one whom helped me and accompany me. she's so kind to me. i'm sorry if i've made you angry. i'm sorry, baby. i really really hope that we could be as close as we were in sec 1. thank you for everything. i lovelovelove you, dear.

bye, asslamualaikum.

" Friendships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. "

2009-05-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

Today had madrasah early in the morning. late by 15 minutes cause i overslept. Received back all the exams paper and alhamdulillah, i passed the entire subject. M2EM's classroom today was so reticent. can you imagine there's only 11 people in the classroom? usually there's 30 over people. * sigh *. dad fetched us from there. Then dad and lil brother need to go to the wedding invitation while my sisters and i wait in the car.( takkan nak pakai baju madrasah pergi jemputan, kan? ) we feel bored and hungry at the same time, so since ntuc is just a few blocks away, we decided to buy some tidbits there. waited for dad and aidil and proceed home.

Yesterday, went to eastpoint mall to watch anugerah audition there. To support syaqir and erwin's brother. Wait for hadi at small mac. hadi was hungry, then irfaan came. After eating, went to eastpoint by train.meet erwin there since he's house was like just nearby.overall the performance was okay.

At around 3, nisha called. She wants me to accompany her to eat popeye. since i'm hungry at that time, so i eat with her. Leave the eastpoint at 4 and meet nisha at afghan. took bus 34 to airport and talk non-stop throughout the journey.bought wonka gobstopper while nisha and her cousin, qayyum, bought zombie chew. Home sweet home at 8 since I’ve promised my parents to be back by 8. (see, how good daughter i am. )

today is 10th may. So it's mother's day.
yeah, my family didn't celebrate it but just appreciate for what my mum had done for us.
Cause we know that it's a big sin to celebrate it.
why ? cause there's no such thing as mother's day in islam's calendar.
that's what my ustazah told me luh.
it's up to you to believe it or not.

''Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak. sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.''

till here, adios.

2009-05-07T23:18:00.001+08:00

hey world.

today is 7th may. so whose birthday is it ? haha. it's rifqi's & abbas's birthday. may your wish comes true , aye? just text me when you guys are bored kay. take care.random post for today.love your readers.

'' Do not keep on with a mockery of friendship after the substance is gone - but part, while you can part friends. Bury the carcass of friendship: it is not worth embalming. ''

till here, adios.

2009-05-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

hey world.

i'm bored.currently, i'm doing my revision for my english and malay paper 1. i mean remember the format, okay. today school was fine. first period was english and did some grammar, vocab and spelling revision.then, social studies period, ms ss was pissed off with my class cause we didn't pay full attention.and i was like doing my own things that wasn't related to social studies. i'm being a haughty student.haha.i'm so not into social studies and geography cause i'm suck at it.mother tongue was next. did some revision about composition and go through revision paper 2.

recess time, waited for rarah at the canteen but she didn't come. being a devoted friend, i'm worried if she didn't eat anything. so i bought for her sandwiches. physics lesson, did self-study. but instead if doing self-study, i talk, msging, laugh at the back of the classroom with aishyah and suaidah. haha. poa was next. didn't go to the library as it had been occupied by the sec fours. * sigh *. i can't concentrate in the class when it comes to the poa lesson.idk why.and the very last period was F&N. did coursework and get my blog updated.haha. sempat eh.

so wish me luck for tomorrow's paper, aye? will get my blog updated soon. busy revising for my mid-year.love you readers.

"Don't bother just to be better than your contemporaries or predecessors. Try to be better than yourself.''

till here, sayonara, adios.

2009-05-06T13:17:00.000+08:00

[[ current mood: being sluggish. ]]

hey world.

"One part of knowledge consists in being ignorant of such things as are not worthy to be known."

time now is 1.25pm and currently, i'm now in the computer lab.actually, i was supposed to do my F&N coursework. but i was distracted by the computer infront of me.my group mates had already done for the coursework and we were given time to blog, listen to mp3, watching video in the youtube, etc. so since i've got nothing to do with this computer infront of me, i'd get my blog updated instead, right? haha.

common test are coming in less than 24hours from now. gossh, i'm panic-stricken now. omg. i think i have to go now cause my other mates need to use this computer.

ohhya, before i forget, congrats to shaqir cause he had made it to the next round in the anugerah audition last week. do your best this week , aye? you'll have my support.

till here, sayonara, adios.

2009-05-04T18:58:00.000+08:00

hey world.

these few days, i've been busy revising for my mid-year. i've refraining from msging with babes and dudes quite often cause i don't want anybody to disturb me when i'm revising. goshh, mid-year exams will happen in two days time.i really need to buck up my maths foundation. cause i really sucks when it comes to maths, depends on which topic.

today was khaipornstar's birthday. i love the time when the sec three's were having our recess. there were a group of malay guys singing birthday song for khai.can you imagine? almost 3/4 of the sec three's sing a birthday song for khai. sweet, isn't? haha. teeq and i was like, "eh, gerek pe." haha.

had F&N practical exams straight away after school.luckily, i've bring the ingredients and i've prepared.same group as aishyah, frendy, dunpeng and kenneth. exams starts at 3 sharp and ends at about 5.kenneth cooked cheesy potato. frendy and dunpeng cooked egg fried rice while aishyah and myself cooked chocolate fudge cookies.and we were like, "wah, sedaaap nya."haha. khai and i were bored, so since i bring a camera, why not we camwhore, right. so yeah, i camwhore with khai.

last friday, before i went to kampung, i met my longtime bestfriend which i've been searching for her for like the past 3 years.gossh, i miss her so much.lucikly, i met her at afghan recently.haha. so yeah meet her at 3 and then went back home at 5. terima kasih faz kerana sudi menghantar saya pulang.loveloveloveyou, asshole.i'm really looking forward to meet you up this thursday. *wink*
not to forget i love rarahbweyno too luh sey.

this week's schedule. seems like i'm busy this week.

MONDAY - F&N practical exams.
TUESDAY - Chemistry retest with mr bernard.
WEDNESDAY - Self-study in the classroom with alhanis and teeq.
THURSDAY - Meet faz asshole to rebond our fringe as well as to study together.
FRIDAY - Accompany rarahbweyno to visit her mum. or self study at home.
SATURDAY - Meet faz asshole.study with her at the airport.then, went back kampung.
SUNDAY - On my way back to singapore.

then next week saturday which is on the 16th, outing with faz to sentosa with her babes and dudes. busy horr.

pictures with faz when we meet each other last friday.lovelovelove you asshole.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHAIPORNSTAR.
may your dreams come true, aye?
ingat apa aku cakap tau.
make sure buat pit.
kalau tak, no birthday present.
* stakat eh nabilah *

till here, sayonara, adios.

2009-04-29T22:03:00.000+08:00

hey world.

i've just made a new blog. cause i've been using that old url since i was in sec 1. sorry, i'm being so sluggish to tag each one of your tagboard to link me. so please relinked me back , aye? haaha.

okay, currently i'm revising for my humanities cause humanites was one of my weakest subject. not to forget, my maths too. teeq, help me with my maths. i'll promised i'll teach you poa. but pleeease help me with my maths first, aye? ohhya, i failed my chemistry, 6/25 and maths, 9/24. should work more harder for my mid-year !

actually, i was supposed to be studying right now but i was being distracted by the laptop that was just in front of me.so instead of revising, i'd get my blog updated and bloghopping. in few hours time, i'm going back to my kampung.gosh,i miss my grandmother there. hope she's doing fine there. in other hand, i shall forget and will dismiss from my mind about my relationship with him & my friendship with them though it might takes a long time to forget them.

i think i should continue doing my revision now. so i'll get my blog updated soon, aye? loveyou readers.

till here, sayonara.